April 10, 2008
I can remember the date today because tomorrow is my birthday. They come so rapidly now; not at all like when I was a child and wished and wished for the next one to come.
We are in Los Angeles now which doesn't mean much when we look at the GPS and see how many miles are still ahead of us. It's 3:55 p.m. and we are trying a different route so as to try and miss the traffic on the 405 and 101 freeways. We will see....
I sit and knit while listening to the discs of the book "John Adams". As usual my mind starts wandering and I won't know a word that has been said. I am lost in Twillingate and the thought of what it will be like to be in our home. I vacillate between feeling like a pioneer to wondering what have I done. When we purchased the property I had visions of Jack and Lilli Mae and Jon and Erin wandering the property and going across the street to the "tide puddles" as Jack would call them, turning in circles with their fingertips trailing through the water while playing in the little lake by the hospital, picking blueberries and their buckets overflowing. Perhaps I am really seeing my little girl self doing such with my husband watching with the adoring smile that he so often watches me with. I am the girl with the home by the water; returning to the Atlantic that I played in for so many years and have always longed to return to. I don't see myself in the water in T'gate like in Miami but I can spend so many hours just watching as I have dreamt about since my childhood
It has become very clear to me that I will be that little girl as Jon has started to build a little piece of Heaven in Eureka and if you could see it you would understand why no one would want to leave the compound to do anything at all. With at least a 160 degree view of the ocean; the Pacific, as that is where he spent his years as a child and adult swimming and playing in the water much like I did in Miami. The difference being that I was bathed in warm ocean currents and when I went under the water and opened my eyes and turned in circles I could see until the clarity faded into blue-green.
When they build their home, barn, pool and fill the property with horses, goats, dogs, cats, and whatever else they choose there will be no reason to leave except to go down to Sole St. property to sit in the yard while they get ready to untie the boat from the dock to go fishing or just to putter around Humbolt Bay.
My eyes will get to see all of that and the unbelievable raw beauty of Newfoundland. I feel like the luckiest little girl in the world.
My family is doing what they want to do and I am able to share half of each year with Chet in paradise and then venture back to "the Lilli J Ranch".
Brett's world is a good place for him and he has the luxury of not being as cluttered in his mind as the rest of us. That doesn't mean he doesn't think about it all but he lives in his existence and I do believe he is happy.
Mitchell is working towards his plan of freedom but I do try to remind him that he has to grasp it while the grasping is feasible.
We are in Malibu now and will be in our camp spot in 5 minutes.............
April 9, 2008
Happy Birthday Bernie, Happy Birthday to you!!!!!!!!!!
We are on our way from Jon and Erin's house and as Chet backed down the driveway he filled the generator exhaust pipe with mud and dented a bay door on the side of the motorhome that had the only straight ones left. I think Jon is bound and determined to get them all before we get to stay on the nice flat property at the Lilli J Ranch. We had a very sweet time there and realize no matter how many days we spend or prolong the visit that we will have to leave anyhow.
No tears when Brett went home on Monday but I think I knew we would be in LA in a few days anyhow. I made it away from Jon and Erin with no tears too. I don't know why that was but the best I can come up with is that I see how very exciting their life is and am so happy for them. His tractor will be there any day and the barn will be arriving soon. He has planted 1800 saplings and trees already. The house plans are beautiful and we told them we will be there for all of our time in the states and all we have to do is drive to the other side or the property and dry-camp every few weeks and it will seem like we went away! Actually he just bought a lot on some canals in the bay and maybe we could go there!!!!! He will have a cow when he reads this but he can just put the cow in the pasture.
We had a great early birthday hampered only by my need to be a princess. It has amazed me how much it knocked me down physically and emotionally. It is time for some Advil as my toes are aching a little. Made it without pain meds once again as there is some kind of disconnect when it comes to the pain sensation. I didn't even have the heart to text Carl and pester him while out on property tour Tuesday or play much Literati. Chet has been sleeping on the couch with me....we're not too close or anything like that but that's what we do.
I went to the surgeon and he and his nurse seem to be the only ones that were interested in the pictures of my toe except my friend Caroline. Chet has to send it to her. The doc put a piece of gauze on it and sent me packing with a walking shoe and a script for more Keflex. I kept saying to Chet that I had thought I had cut my toe off and it finally hit me today that his telling me I did was true. The only thing that held was the top skin of my toe. That really grossed me out. I have only bumped it twice, the kids Mastiff walked on it once and Chet stepped on my other foot so far today. Hmmmmm I feel a little vulnerable.
We are headed south of Frisco today to spend the night and will arrive in Malibu tomorrow. We still have a ton to clean up, papers to sort and need to find a place for all of the stuff I keep buying!!!!
Enough for now as I need to work on my blanket as it covers my legs while I knit and I'm cold,,,,,
April 5, 2008
Does every princess have a few falls from grace from time to time? I guess this one had one last night or more to the point, early this morning!! To understand what this is about you have to be following my muzes. It was after 2:00 a.m.and I had been playing Literati. I went to go to bed and climbed up the little 2-step ladder to get in. I was fussing with the blanket when the ladder tipped and down I slid. Oh the visions in my head as I started yelling the all too familiar cry "Cheeeeeeeeeet". I couldn't catch my breath as I knew I had done some damage and was in a bit of shock. He sat up to see what happened and with that the blanket went over my face and so did his body. I really needed my air so I finally got the fact that he was on my face, out of my mouth and into his ears. He was so tired after the drive to Jon and Erin's and wanted so much to sleep. It took a few moments for him to get to where he could help me as we do live in tight quarters. I couldn't look, as I thought I had cut my toe off, as I felt the slice and the front of my shin going down the stool. I landed over on my previously broken ankle and leg and thank goodness they were already plated and well screwed together. I may have been in a real pickle.
I had an open dislocation of my 2nd toe and I will spare you the details even tho we have photos on Chet's new phone. Chet called Jon and he came down to where we park on out pad he put in for us. He had me put my arms around his neck and he carried me on his back down the stairs and to his truck where he got on his hands and knees and had me use his back for a way to get up into the truck. We had to stop once on the way to the truck for me to catch my breath as those wonderful breasts were once again impeding my ability to breathe. The long and the short of it is that I have an open dislocation. The skin was torn to the joint in my toe and they cleaned it and stitched it. The doc was kind enough to numb my toe as soon as he saw it. The x-ray tech said she had never seen one quite like mine and had to be very creative to take the pictures. They almost kept me in the hospital as they are extremely worried that the joint is exposed and don't want staph to get into it. I am on a mega dose of antibiotics and am only allowed to move around to go to the bathroom, etc. At least the quarters are small enough here. I go to the surgeon on Tuesday to see what is next. Chet has to
change ny bandage once a day til then. I got some crutches to help me move around.
This really sucks as I was here for an early birthday and some good old grandma time. Jack and Lilli Mae came to see me and he brought me a rose and a heart rock he found on the way down here from the house. That started the eye-leaking and it has been going on all morning. I called Carl for some sympathy and he said we had left a bag of laundered leggings etc. there so he will have to mail them to Mitchell's house.
My early birthday celebration is on hold until tomorrow.
I can't tell you how it felt to be taken care of by my son last night and for him to carry me to the truck.
What a huge amount of love I get from my boys. I am glad Brett is here to see that I am really okay.
I guess I am going to have to rethink my princess bed idea a bit. It wasn't like the story at all.
Jack and Lilli Mae are precious. Jon and Erin went to a party last evening and we got to babysit. I thought
they left for an errand and were coming back for the kids as Jon only said they would be back in a half an hour. We played and went up to the house and Jack had set up a table with roses and a candle , chairs, tablecloth and place mats for me for my b-day. I could have melted on the spot. We were starving so we took the kids to the Chinese restaurant and Jon and Erin met us there. We had a feast and I wanted to do my Costco thing afterwards but was voted down. Brett and Jon went this morning, but just as they got to the aisle I wanted them to get to, Brett's phone went dead. Whatever will the consummate shopper do!!!! I figure I will go with Chet and sit in the car while on the phone with him and play remote control........
Carl, I really miss you!!
May my house on Alberta sell!!!! Please, all, send good thoughts.
Lorin and Irene we wish you all of the best with your upcoming marriage.
Later, friends and loved ones..............
April 4, 2008
It is 18 minutes into the new day and I am writing as we just finished eating dinner/breakfast and I can't lie
down on a full stomach so I shall start telling you about our yesterday! We got on the road at 6:19 p.m. and
Chet drove around 200 miles + or - to one of our usual stops at the truck side of the Seven Feathers Casino to
sleep and eat at the Creekside Restaurant. Oh the familiar drone of the trucks, it lulls one to sleep. We are
exhausted and have been all day.
Two days ago the dryer stopped drying and Chet had to take it to be repaired
and the place turned out to be less than 5 minutes from the storage units. It was very convenient. He had
gotten up early Wednesday morning to be at the Jeep agency to have our new rear brakes checked as we had
been smelling burning rubber. I needed the car to take Brett to meet his case worker and boss from when he
lived in Portland. Dan was an angel that fell from the sky right into our laps and I will never be able to thank
him enough for what he did for Brett while he was here. Chet found out that one of the calipers broke and it
was smoking so badly when we got to the restaurant where we were meeting our friends, Anthony and Katie,
that someone came outside to see if we were okay. Anthony followed us home after dinner to make sure we got
there in one piece.
We slept in front of Carl and Jeff's Wednesday night so Chet could take the motorhome in to
have its' yearly service. $1160.00 later we were finished and had to make our last run to the storage units to
pick up a mirror and a leaded glass fireplace screen that I made in one of my pasts. We are transporting them in
the back of the Jeep which is our garage as they wanted something like $500.00 to crate the mirror. I have more
goodies to share but I am just too tired so later................................I'm punchy so I will tell you about getting
short changed at lunch with Dan and how Twilly behaved as we couldn't leave him in the motorhome while it
was being serviced. That's it for now.
March 30, 2008
I always loved the story of "The Princess and the Pea". How I related to it and have spent my life remembering the feeling of fantasizing about being a princess. Not at all one of the monarchy, but a little girl princess. I have my princess wand in the motorhome as I type. Last night I finally reached the ultimate that I could reach in a motorhome. Besides the fact that I found a down pillow that was approximately $200.00 and got it for $68.00 some time ago and having a lot of funny conversations between us about my special princess pillow; each time the price going from $1,000.00 one time to $100.00 another. Half of the time I have trouble figuring out which pillow it is. I guess I will have to find a pillowcase that says "Princess" on it.
We have been buying beds for the house in T'gate (remember that is short for Twillingate) as I want new ones and we were looking for one of the Nova Foam mattresses for the motorhome but of course they were out at the Costco I was at and they told me they weren't going to be reordered at this time. Weeeeeeeelll, yesterday I just happened to find ONE queen mattress at the Costco we went to near the storage units to return some lights that I bought. First, it was snowing and hailing like crazy....yes piling up on windshields and people were scurrying around the parking lot like ants that have had their anthill stomped on. Now how would I know about that??!! We had worked all day freezing our what' sits off and were exhausted, the car was filled to the brim with trash i.e... cardboard tape, packing materials, etc. I had sent Chet to the food court to sit because he was at the end of his string and I, being the consummate shopper, had to do my walk through. There it was, our bed and the only one! I had to have it and the food we needed, 3 mattress pads, a set of sheets, and a book. I get checked out and my husband found me as we went outside to more hail and lots of rain. We couldn't put the box on top of the car as we were drowning and freezing so I put all of the trash in a shopping cart. I didn't like it but what choice did I have; the princess and her bed! We got home to the motorhome and had to figure out how to get the box inside before it got too wet and started to expand. We pulled and pushed until it got in the door and Chet was out of the rain. Then we had to roll it up and over the passenger chair. We did that and I made dinner but I was so nauseous I couldn't eat so I played Literati. This is where the ultimate princess part comes in!!! We had to put the mattress on top of our other one and I assured Chet it would only be that way until we got to T'gate. Let's see...March 29, 30, 31, April, and into a part of May. We could do it even though it hangs over the end of the first mattress about 6 or 8 inches as that one fits under the window area. The instructions said it would take 24 to 48 hours to puff up completely. There was a hump in the middle but oh well. Getting into my VERY high bed last night was quite a production as I have to step on a stool to get in normally. It was very difficult to roll over or move and it felt like our heads were lower than our feet even though I had 3 pillows under my head with the "special" princess pillow on top. You can't get up on your elbow to turn or move as you sink right in. I don't know how I finally fell asleep as I felt like my breasts were under my chin choking me!!!
I did survive as I am typing right now. I only scraped one knee trying to get up in the middle of the night and Chet so graciously let me in on his side as there is a step up due to the engine being there. I crawled across the bed and not only got twisted in my t-shirt I had a bar of soap under me instead of the "pea". Remember I have told you we sleep with bars of Ivory soap for foot and leg cramps and Chet's restless leg syndrome. Getting out of bed was easier this morning. It must have puffed up in the night. I talked to Carl and asked him if they had difficulty when they got their Tempurpedic. He said there is definitely a learning curve which they thought would take forever. That made me feel ever so much better as I couldn't imagine trying to take it out and returning it. It will be fine when we get the other mattress out at T'gate. I wonder what the border agents will think if they come in. I guess I will have to tell them that I have never really grown up!
This evening when we finished at the units we had to go to Costco so I could apologize for what I had done. I spoke to a lovely young man that had "bakery" on his name tag. He assured me he was a manager and had his old tag on due to the weather. He said it had been taken care of and that he appreciated my coming in. We agreed that I wouldn't do it again.................................................at that store <)8-( (;-)
All is well in my world at this exact moment!
March 28, 2008
Hello and a good Friday to you!!!!!! We just got up, 10:50, and are moving around to get breakfast and get out of here to get our window shades for the house from Lowes, tires for the Jeep, get packing materials from the storage unit, and hopefully end up at Carl and Jeff's house to start packing the things that have been living at his house for several years. I sold them all of my Calphalon pots, pans, roasting pan, teakettle, etc., last year. This year I am getting them back...yipppppppieeeeeee. It's not that I used them all that much bout they sure looked good hanging from my pot rack! We dickered over the price and they threw them in when they purchase of my beautiful hutch that isn't going to move to T'gae with us. We got a card from our neighbors in NL and that's how Marilyn spelled Twillingate which is so much easier than typing the whole word! Your special info for the day.....
We were supposed to work at the storage unit today with Danny but it was snowing, yes, snowing.
We stayed up very late last night as we got our new phones from Verizon. They're so neat but as usual the learning curve is very high for me! Chet is still getting them set up. Samsung I760's are what we got. Chris, who waited on us and may I say with a LOT of attitude, wanted to know why I wanted that phone if I wasn't going to use the internet capabilities. I couldn't figure out why he had such an attitude problem as he looked "down" at us and almost fired back with a "none of your f...... business" but had just come from acupuncture and still floating from a post acupuncture high. He curtly told us something different from what I was told by Verizon a few hours earlier. I try to document all that goes on with them as the stories NEVER gel. I called them back and said that just once I would like them to do what they say they would do. Chris was rather snippy and after he talked to the lady I was talking to he snippily thought we were going to have to do what he said to get the 2 phones for the same price. Ordering them online was not an option for me as that is not what I was told sooooooooooo after a $50.00 credit on our account we left the store with our phones. You all know what I am talking about, especially those who crossed into Canada and were told there was no more North American plan and it would be 69 cents a minute to call the states. That whole story was addressed in a muze, I think, at an earlier time. That only took almost two hours. What an experience the cell phone companies are. Verizon just happens to have the greatest coverage and we need that for traveling. It was amazing how Chris's attitude took a 180 when the manager appeared and walked through a wall of tension. His behavior was not acceptable and the manager and I had a lovely talk after the transaction. Enough.
I'd better get started as I have a wonderful husband who makes me breakfast in the mornings. In 5 minutes it will be lunchtime......................
March 25, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEET HUSBAND. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!! MY LOVE.
We are in the middle of relabeling the boxes and actually it isn't so bad. We have done a much better job of stacking boxes and tubs and ended up with more space. We finished the first unit and worked on 2 and 3 today but still have 2 good days of work in front of us. I am sorting treasures to go to Jon and Erin's and am able to let go as lot of them will grace the walls of their barn and I will get to visit them!!!!!!
We took Brett to get some shoes and then to our acupuncture. I will miss Laura so much when we leave.
My brother is doing fantastically and went out for a ride yesterday. This afternoon my nephew called and I really didn't want to call him back for fear of what I was going to hear. My sister had a breast removed several years ago and in the last 2 years she had something removed from her chin which they never figured out. Peter told me she has cancer on her chin and some nodes in her neck. Bless bless heart, she said she wasn't ready to die and wanted to do whatever she could. It is amazing all of the things she has had to deal with. She will be having her whole body scanned to see if it is anywhere else. At least she is in great hands at the City of Hope. Her family has been closely affiliated and have helped there as the Fox/Flyer family too. Oh my, it's been a hard few weeks. My hair falling out is okay compared to what my brother and sister have been going through.
We had a lot of work done on the Jeep yesterday, none if it being the front end that the Goodyear tire place insisted was bad and had to be replaced. We still managed to drop almost $1,000 and have to have the tires replaced on Friday. We will also be ready for an upgrade at Verizon on Friday so off to find ourselves some new Samsungs!!!!
Enjoy and cherish each and every day................................
March 20, 2008
And a happy and remarkable day it is!! Happy that Brett is here with us.....remarkable that my brother had his bypass surgery on Monday and is home already. Oh, I can't find the words to express my relief and gratitude!!!!!
Tomorrow the slide motor is going to be replaced in the motorhome and Monday the Jeep is going in to be checked. Saturday we start the unreal task of opening and labeling all the boxes we have to send to Newfoundland..
Ugggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................
March 19, 2008
It is time for the daily newz!!!! My brother is going home on Saturday he thinks. He feel very well and walked the hall today. I just keep saying thank you. He is alive and well.
We have been working so hard and it seems to rain on the days that we do our hardest work. Being outside at the storage units has been brutal and we thought we were starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Chet finally got a real person on the phone at Canadian customs today and we have to open all of the boxes and tubs and label the contents. It feels like some kind of torture but we have to do it. There are only about 150 boxes and about 90 plastic tubs. Think of us 8-(.
Brett will be here tomorrow at 10:45 and as usual I cannot wait to see him. We have to stay one extra week we think to finish. Just keep walking through it.
Everything else is fine except we went to get tires today and there is something wrong with the Jeep's front end and have to get that repaired first. Does it ever stop?
Have a fine day. I did!
March 17, 2008
Waiting is such a difficult thing. I realize that the time is right here and now but not being able to talk to my brother and tell him I am with him and love him as he is still on the operating table. I want them to get his heart all fixed and for him to live. I want the phone to ring with good news from Lynne. I want to be able to talk to my sister and have her remember the sentence we just finished. Her Alz...is progressing so rapidly that it hurts me to talk to her. My mom was very different.
We just came back to the motorhome...the phone just rang and my brother is fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The doctor didn't even have to use the heart lung machine as he was doing so well and should be able to take the breathing tube out in about 2 hours. Thank you, thank you, thank you! THANK YOU! We didn't get to talk too much as when Lynne heard my voice crack she lost it too and had to hang up. Relief is so fine and the tears feel so good. I'm sure we have all shed them in our lifetime more than once.
I was saying I had forgotten my American Express card and had a return to do, so we had to came back to find it.
I need to digest right now and let my tears of happiness fall.
Have a Happy St. Patrick's day and drink a green beer for me (8-)!!!!!!!
March 16, 2008
Hello my family, friends and those of you who read this whom I don't know. It has been difficult to write as we have been so busy trying to get ready to go.
Today we took the day off from moving and kicked back a bit. Tomorrow we have to get back on the moving train. It has been raining since we started the heavy moving. Before that it had been so beautiful. Rain is expected to continue for many days to come.
I am living in abject fear of the telephone calls from the moving companies with their estimates. I had better be next to a chair or a wall!!!!! Oh my, there is so much and this is my third downsize. A lot of goodies are going to Jon & Erin's for the barn they will be building. I will still get to visit it (8-).
We will be changing our trip plans a bit and heading to N. Carolina to see my brother before going to NL. His surgery is tomorrow morning so hold him tightly for me and his family.
We took our kitties to the vet for their yearly visit and got a good health report. We have a lot of medicine for the two old men in case of problems.
We are trying to find tires for the Jeep right now as they have done us well and are tireD.
You all have a great day....
Randy, Tracey and
Cal, thank you for your help, it is so appreciated.
March 10, 2008
We waken each day with plans of what we are going to do. The reality of it is that the power greater than myself whom I choose to call God may have different plans.
I received a phone call from my big brother, Craig, and we had the sweetest talk about what we both were doing, what a beautiful day it was in Wingate, N. Carolina; cold and clear, about the horses that are at my niece's farm, the pigs, chickens and all of the eggs Kimberly had collected. He couldn't ride his horse as it needs a pedicure and a new shoe. I know how that is as I love my pedicures and oh how I love my shoes!!
Chet and I went to the big tent sale at my favorite plumbing store and the bomb hit when I answered my phone. It was my sister-in-law and she told me Craig just had a heart attack as he was digging a small ditch at the farm. He evidently drove himself to the hospital and was airlifted to the big one in Charlotte. I spent the rest of my day curled up in my bed as it felt like the safest place to be. They did a cath today and his 2 year old stent failed so he has opted for surgery and I just found out it will be done next Monday so we need all of your prayers whatever the may be. Lynne just called a few sentences ago and let me talk to Craig. She couldn't have given me a bigger gift.
I signed papers for the two houses I sold today and had a nice visit with Carl my friend and broker. We were going to go to dinner later but we all were just a little too exhausted. He is a dear friend and was playing with my knitting the other night at his house and said when he was a little boy he always wanted a tail. Well, that's all I needed to hear and made him a long tail that Chet will post soon. He has been wearing it as a scarf. I wrote a note to him that every little boy's dreams should come true. It was great fun watching him as he opened the package. These are the things that make my life fun!
Well, on with my day which will probably include a trip to Home Depot.......may your day be blessed as was mine when I heard my brothers voice.
March 7, 2008
Where is the time going?????? I watch it fly by my eyes...whoooosh!
We are packing boxes and trying to get information about shipping and duties. I was playing a great game of Literati and winning then bango the connection to the internet failed. How unusual, it is raining in Oregon. Grrrrrrrrr I will have to see how many points I lost.
I just want you to know that nothing special is happening and I won't forget you!
Please don't give up on me......
March 4, 2008
See how very interesting my life has been????!! We have been gathering things together from several houses and moving them to the storage place. We have to buy tires for the Jeep and possibly the beast! Ouch.
I applied for a new passport, started boxing some dishes, made an appointment for the cats to go for their shots next week, bought some shoes, vitamins, we've been to acupuncture, the post office, tomorrow I get to go for a pedicure,mmmmmm good, made reservations for brett to come up here next week, made reservations for him to go to NL in July for 55 days, (which is still not enough for me!), are waiting for a new slide motor and on and on!
I just want to let you know I am still functioning. We have had dinner with Carl and Jeff and had a great time and I get to buy back my Caphalon pots and pans that they bought last year at our most unsuccessful garage sale in 108 degree weather. It will cost about a dollar a pound to ship our things to NL so that is how I am figuring out how badly I want some things. Jon is taking a lot of my "treasures" for his ranch. My last set of leaded glass windows that I made will grace his home. I will have to take my Dynasty range with me tho. Oh, and of course my family of mannequins!!!!!!
I can't figure out how to work spell check as Chet had to disable my mouse pad on my computer because I was getting into too much trouble. Will keep you up on all of the pertinent information.
Have a sweet day!
February 25, 2008
I don't really want to write tonight but Brett has been hounding me now that he has finally caught on to the muzes! Hi Brett...hi Carl, Leslie, and all of you who follow us. Hello Jon.
We arrived in our park at 5:30 p.m. and all Chet has done is hook up the electricity as I still have to go through my placement anxiety and see what else is available. That doesn't mean we will move it just means I have to have all of the answers first.
It was a beautiful drive into Portland proper. It always gives me a thrill near the river. It is so pretty. There has been a ton of building going on and the whole waterfront coming into town has changed dramatically. We got a bite to eat and were astounded at the amount of traffic that was NOT the freeway. I wonder if it is the gas prices. We'll see if it stays the same as it is usually pretty backed up to get to the island where we stay. It's right off Interstate 5 at the Columbia River.
Tomorrow the fun begins as we have to shift into work mode and start the packing process for NL. Oh my, it is reality. Wowzers!!!!
We walked by one of the two houses I just sold and drove by the one that is left for this year. I was a bit anxious about how I would feel and all I could do is ball up my fists and say YEAH. It felt sooooo freeing. May the right person walk into #3 very soon and buy it....yes!
Well my friends and darling family I will say bye for now and play some Literati early as going to bed at 3 or 4 in the morning as I have done for the past 3 nights just doesn't cut it.....
